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1998[edit]

9/19/98
6:05:26 PM


PLEASE EXCUSE MY ABSENCE

as I am in London at the moment dispersing information to Europe regarding our movement.

I wanted to give you time to digest Mechanical Animals, and I hope you are enjoying it.

I am watching and in a week you will see me here more regularly when I return to the States.

I would like to apologize to New York because the police shut down our record signing, hopefully we can make up for it later.
I hope the uncensored "The Dope Show" footage will satisfy your needs. I'm going to give you some sneak previews of important things next week that I think you'll appreciate. I truly love and appreciate you and your support, and FUCK all the senseless assholes who post here trying to annoy me. It doesn't work.

Marilyn Manson

Omega 015
9/19/98
6:05:26 PM


PLEASE EXCUSE MY ABSENCE

as I am in London at the moment dispersing information to Europe regarding our movement.

I wanted to give you time to digest Mechanical Animals, and I hope you are enjoying it.

I am watching and in a week you will see me here more regularly when I return to the States.

I would like to apologize to New York because the police shut down our record signing, hopefully we can make up for it later.
I hope the uncensored "The Dope Show" footage will satisfy your needs. I'm going to give you some sneak previews of important things next week that I think you'll appreciate. I truly love and appreciate you and your support, and FUCK all the senseless assholes who post here trying to annoy me. It doesn't work.

Marilyn Manson

Omega 015
9/24/98
2:22:44 PM


Dont let yourselfs get out of hand

~omega015~
09/25/98 5
:44:26 PM

[Sent by "Scott - You knew me as Daisy"]


You know there was once a time i was them, but know i am me, and after finding this out i finally came upon the conclusion this is how it was meant to be. i come here today not to contact Brian (marilyn as you know) but to reach you his fans, but always remember brian and i will meet once again, on his way down and my way up....... just wait you shall see...

09/25/98
7:01:53 PM

I'm back and I will be here for you. Thanks from the 5 of us, for your words.
In response to "scott". you were always scott and that's what you couldn't see.
we all live in our minds. you are dragged down by your lack of imagination.
we will never meet again. you will never meet these wonderful people again.

I love therefore I am.

omega015
09/26/98
9:57:15 AM


meet me in the chat for a few minutes
09/26/98
9:30:53 AM


Some of you have looked deeper. keep looking there is much more.
so many things, inconsequential things are distracting us from the sad truth.

this is the exit, this is the exit.
sometimes you are Coma White.

some people, people who haven't experienced and would not
know...sit and try to judge someone's work in a sentence.
it doesn't make you stronger. you can't feel someone else's pain.
who is better,what does this song rip off? I am a pop artist,
I know how to make my statements in musical references, in
images. but I am a dead star. I am pointing to you...don't
miss what I am telling you. the numbness has worn off.
humanity is the worse thing to feel.

I've always loved you...
09/28/98
2:48:00 PM


tonight I will post all the information regarding zim zum's termination. we can then clarify that everything that comes out of his mouth is a lie. look for these legal documents to please end this nonsense, so we can get on with moreimportant issues.

I'd like to know what songs from mechanical animals you would like to hear most on this tour?

And I have no current plans for children or marriage.

god is now here
god is nowhere

marilyn manson

omega015
09/30/98
11:11:45 AM


first of all no other members of the band are currently on
the bbs or chat. ignore these imposters (DRUGS,etc.)
I do NOT post in any other form, even if I am away from my computer.

Despite the fact that I feel zim zum has lied about his
termination, this isn't the place to spread rumours about
him, or prosecute him for things you think he has done.

it doesn't surprise me though, that if you surround yourself
in lies, eventually you will drown in them.

as for scott and your confusion, it seems people would just
want to go on with their lives and realize no matter how hard
they try to hang on they are not a part of me. I don't hate him.
I just don't care. everyone has broken relationships, ex-girlfriends,etc.
This is no different. talk about it somewhere else. it's wasting space.

finally, about ex-bandmates--I wish brad stewart the best with
his band, the dollygaggers. despite our problems, he is still
a brother to me.

Anton LaVey's final book "SATAN SPEAKS" will be released this month.
I wrote the forward, and I'm sure you will enjoy this one.

we are on the dawn of a powerful new era.
this is our omega.
be with me,

marilyn manson
09/30/98
12:36:46 PM


LET ME SAVE ALL THE LOSERS THE TIME AND TROUBLE.
I'M A SELLOUT. I'M NOT AS COOL AS I WAS ON THE FIRST ALBUM AND MY IMAGE SUCKS. AND THIS WEBSITE IS LAME.

IF I LISTENED TO PEOPLE LIKE THAT I WOULDN'T BE WHERE I AM.

YOU DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CLUE WHO I AM.
AND UNTIL YOU CAN STAND WHERE I DO, SIT DOWN

I'M GLAD THAT YOU HATE ME ENOUGH TO SPEND YOUR TIME HERE. I STILL WIN THEN, DON'T I?
10/01/98
9:40:37 AM


someone was clever enough to hack me.
I applaud your work.
I'll make it harder this time.

by the way, that was me (hallelujah motherfucker)
just a reminder: I didn't become Antichrist Superstar
by taking shit from weaklings
that don't realize their resistance only fuels me.

marilyn manson

omega015
10/01/98
9:56:31 AM


to try and answer your tour concerns:
this first leg of our tour is intimate theater shows, mostly on the east coast.
in feb. we will visit ALL of america.
at least until we are banned. but we will fight that together.

omega015
10/4/98
12:49:53 AM


I'd like to see more of you.
pictures
writings
art
include these in your posts.

i'm watching

marilyn manson

omega015
10/5/98
9:37:18 PM


THE ENDwe

this is the age of horus, a dystopia.
we can overcome the entire world
or we can die in our minds.
i feel like I've died enough for all of us.
let us begin the end.

marilyn manson

omega015
10/6/98
11:58:13 AM


HELLO

i am currently trying to make the format of this easier to operate.
i would appreciate if someone could repost me for those who have missed my answers.

the more art, writing and pictures
the more response
backstage passes

i love and enjoy what you have been doing.

sometimes we are all coma white

omega015
fri 9 oct


Subject: RE: god is now here
Article:
god id now here
god is now here
god is now here
god is now here
god is now here

break the egg orgasm death

god is no where
fri 9 oct


Subject: WE'RE ALREADY DEAD
Article:
I love to let you see through my brain
little zapruders
rewinding and replaying.
I love to let you shoot through my brain,
and what are we really selling?
and what are we really buying?

I'm on my way
you are too
I'll see you when we get there. 1-5-15
I prepare to bring you
OMEGA AND THE MECHAN1CAL ANIMAL5
like a theif in the night...

god is nowhere

god is now here
10-11-98


Subject: ALL OF YOU
Article:
I am changing and updating this format
please be patient

how many of you will like to see Mr. Superstar live?

omega015

marilyn manson
10-12-98


Subject: NEWS FOR YOU
Article:
We will be shooting a video for "I don't like the drugs," next week.
I will be directing this with Paul Hunter.

Manson fans can rest assured we will be playing songs from all our albums and some we have never done live before.

love and I am,
marilyn manson

omega015
10/13/98
07:01:22 PM PST


Subject: fuck off ersatz omegas
Article:
this is me

friday at midnight KROCK los angeles
live from the viper room
i'll see you there

marilyn manson

omega015

Author:
Subject: reality post elsewhere repost to fuckhead 15xxxxxx
Article:
i only post here to you
i only trust you
i don't post in news groups
and i do not announce 'i am watching'

this is where i am
tell them to tune their cb radios

...in the hands of fools
10/18/98

SUPRISE EMERGENCY BULLETIN
Article:
TVs ARE NEEDLES

i have now entered your bloodstream

if our creators kill us now
will it still qualify as an abortion?

at midnightPST the left and right side of your brain will eclipse for 37 seconds allowing you to see coma white as she/he/other is manifested in your (consciousness)

tell me what you see

marilyn manson

omega015
10/18/98

Author:
'Subject: here it comes
Article:
less then 37 minutes
you will know
if your mind will let you.

here, there doesn't matter
coma white is right in front of you
literally

love and i am

marilyn manson

omega015
10/18/98

Author:
Subject: 37
Article:
37
37
37
37

your brain.com (sic)
10/18/98

Author:
Subject:
Article:
you make it happen
you
you
URL

37 seconds
December 24, 1998

11:26 PM

here's wishing you a a christmas turd in your stocking

marilyn manson
12/30/98

11:33 PM
- RE: endtimes

i'm back.
i've been watching.
now we are ready.
country is falling apart just in time for us to take charge.
omega rising.
we will destroy everyone in our path
love and i am, marilyn manson

Newyear's eve
things you might find:
last day on earth
dave navarro
DRUGS
2 naked black women
live suicide
acss

when i wrote this i was dreaming, excuse me if it goes astray...

love and i am,

omega015
las vegas, nevada, center of man's evil


1999[edit]



ARM:

do you know the meaning?
Author: Omega015

Subject: birth
Article:

1-5-196+9
30%2
marilyn=7
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manson=6

thank you for the warm regards motherfuckers
see you soon mm

15
Author: [omega.gif]

Subject: back in the usa
Article:

to all the beautiful supporters from every country, the band thanks you.

to whiny posers to assume to know more than me, or believe everything they read. fuck off

does anyone think that I listen to your bullshit?
would I be who I am if I listened to others opinions?
I do what I feel is right.
that's what we all should do.
I don't expect anyone to follow me. We are together in this. Christianity is the least of my enemies. Self
doubt can destroy you quicker than anything.
Thanks to your support, I believe in what I do and I believe in you.
Anybody who is "too cool" to like my band now because they like the limp orgycotica's of the world --that's
fine. I'm not going to change what I believe, even if you think I have.
We are stronger than ever, and this is a fucking revolution. So let's act that way.

Destroy,

Marilyn Manson
Omega015

please repost in all manson message boards. thank you.
11:20 PM

subject: pay attention
Article:

i was not in the chat, nor will i be.

i will be doing a video chat in the next few weeks, where we can discuss things one on one.

love and i am,
marilyn manson.

do me a favor and deliver my previous message to those people in the alt.music boards who overestimate their intelligence, opinions and relevance in the world.
2/4/99
11:53 pm

TO REAL FANS OF ANY KIND
Article:

I'm very proud of your creativity.
keep it up, because if I can be a star so can any of you.

Let me tell any disbelievers, I'm not ashamed to be a success
at what I love to do. If anyone thinks I am more successful
because I shed my so called "goth" image or sound, you're wrong.
I will always have trouble getting to the mainstream.
I congratulate and thank you guys for getting us this far.

I change because I like to be different than what's around me,
when other bands change their eyes like I did 7 years
ago (limp dick, psycornica, even my friend rob z.) or do goth
covers of 80s songs (orgly) or every person I see has black hair
--I just wanted something more interesting to me. I'm not
saying I dislike any of those things (my hair is still black by
the way), I just wanted something new. I'm inspired by things
I liked as a kid and try to bring back true rock n roll.
If it becomes a formula then fuck it. I do this because I enjoy
it, my band enjoys it and you enjoy it.

Hole? you may ask yourself.
what could be more interesting?
phony videos.com?
yeah, and I was on the wonder years.
dismembered acss?
evolved...haven't you?

we are making the most beautiful and disturbing video we have ever done-- Coma White

my gift to you

marilyn manson
2/5/99
12:00 am

Author:
Subject: 19
Article:
i love you and your poem


2/5/99
12:27 AM

Subject: MISSIONARY POSITIONS
Article:

I will be posting the numbers of radio stations in every city later this
week. If we bombard them, we can help destroy their lame selection of music.
I am looking for dedicated missionaries that are willing to waste their
spare time doing this work. we are capable of making radio stations play a song that says DRUGS over and over.

anyone interested keep looking here
I will compile a list of people in each city and I will guarantee back stage
passes.

in the mean time you guys probably know your local request lines.
hassle them for DRUGS

I will deliver you into the backstage promised land.

marilyn manson
2/5/99
12:31am

RE: DOES ANYONE HERE REMEMBER WHEN........
Article:

i didn't see it

this video is a bit of a trailer for some of the concepts in my upcoming film

marilyn manson
2/5/99
12:45am


RE: DOES ANYONE HERE REMEMBER WHEN........
Article:

I like that movie, and your ideas are good.
2/5/99
3:16 pm


Author:
Subject: RE: mr. masnon...
Article:

read my radio attack post. that will get you passes
2/5/99
3:24

subject:RE: Marilyn Manson-- is www.speedofpain.com ur sight????
Article:

this site and comawhite.com are my only sites
2/5/99
4:00 pm

READ THIS AND SHARE IT
Article:

How many of you are familiar with the pretentious few in aol message boards?
STARK and his pals?
Let me have a laugh.
isn't it interesting that someone is inspired by you, admires you to the
point that they share your ideals. Then one day they think they know more than
you, or are "too cool". Or that these were their ideas to begin with.
They forget why they are there in the first place. so they just complain
about what was or how they have more integrity, blah, blah...ad nauseum.

I encourage or challenge anyone who thinks they can do what I
do to just do it. Be my guest.

write an album.
make a video. I'll buy it.
Trust me, I love criticism. I'm a critic.
I just pity and detest uncreative whiners, and armchair rock stars. Be
something before you try to challenge someone else's dreams.

Those few "elitist" fans treat us real music fans and music makers just like
the rest of the world we fight so hard to smash.

I'd waste my energy destroying manson bashers, manson traitors or every
bullshit christian I see. But I go to bed knowing they will wake up everyday
and have to live their shitty, miserable lives and THAT is the worst
punishment of all.

so someone asked how should we handle assholes?
remind them they're losers and ignore them.
If that doesn't work, find out where they live and remind them in person.

I love you and the band thanks you for kicking ass. Let's conquer these
shitty radio playlists and start our fucking revolution!

marilyn manson
2/5/99
4:37 pm

[in reference to www.angelmanson.com's webmaster]
Author:
Subject: RE: MANSON in LOS ANGELES
Article:

email me you know where
2/5/99
4:39 pm

[in reference to a fan wanting other band members to post.]
Author:
Subject: RE: HEY MOTHER FUCKIN CUNT (yeah you Omega)...... WHY DONT OTHER MEMBERS POST???? ~Nt~
Article:

i can't make them post. if they want they will.
2/5/99
4:51 pm

Author:
Subject: 19
Article:

could you post your email for me please

marilyn manson
2/6/99
1:42

Author:
Subject: KNOW SUBJECT
Article:

do I have anyone's attention?

I have not been hacked and that was me the past few days. to those that said
I wasn't being an asshole, go fuck yourself. It's those kind of comments that
make us all act like assholes. Next week there will be a list created to give
passes for each city (not tickets). Stay tuned for those numbers to radio
stations. I know alot of you have already started. That kind of support is
unbelievable. You are undoubtedly the greatest fans in the world. New or old.
And to wannabe-elitist fans who think if you bought mechanical animals at the
mall, you're not cool enough--well, other fans said that about them when they
bought sweet dreams, etc...

I'm here for a few minutes to talk

marilyn manson
2/6/99
1:45pm

Author:
Subject: RE: a word about our mission
Article:

bravo


2/6/99
2:45 pm
Author:
Subject: very important metalham
Article:

I just read metal hammer and both interviews, mine and twig's are COMPLETELY
fabricated. In fact I doubt anything in that article is true, just slag. so
read it if you want but it's not from this band. I am talking to the owner on
monday. But who really cares, people love to make shit up, I'm use to it.

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:22pm

Author:
Subject: anyone that goes to usenet
Article:

I don't expect you to do everything I say. I'm just communicating,
if you can help, I thank you.

could you please tell scummy4@alt music
this is me
and to go fuck himself.
by the way if he has a complaint, come see me in person,
rather than acting brave behind an anonymous screen name.
any city, no bodyguard required.

kisses,

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:27

Author:
Subject: RE: Follow Yourself...
Article:

I think I do for myself and I think most fans are here to support. Isn't that
we are doing on this page?

no one here is blind, we all want to fuck with the world--I'm just asking for
help. Not commanding.

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:31

Author:
Subject: RE: at ozzfest in wisconsin you let me on the tour bus and i had to beg you to let my boyfriend on the bus... Article:

i remember everything
2/6/99
2:37pm

Author:
Subject: RE: anyone that goes to usenet
Article:

festival june
2/6/99
2:49 pm

Subject: RE: please make a video for either last day on earth or rock is dead
Article:

thank you. There will most likely be a live video for ROCK IS DEAD, following
COMA WHITE. LAST DAY ON EARTH will be featured in our film...

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:51 pm

Author:
Subject: RE: very important metalham
Article:

i love to tell a story. however, this one in particular lacks any purpose or flair.

mm
11:01

PM - EXEGESIS


sometimes we admire the feathers and ignore the dying bird.

marilyn manson
11:26 PM

- UNDERSTAND THIS, TELL OTHERS

in my dream vultures chase me into my burning house. there, they pick out the
brains of my family, dismember them-- devour
I emerge from my home and I am burning, skin falling away like a snake as the
structure crumbles into a black skeleton.
I cannot fight off the vultures.
a young man or woman emerges from the ashes.
he/she doesn't save me, because he/she is holding my cracked and swollen
heart in one hand and a piece of paper in the other.

i can read it.
it discusses and compares in great detail the differences between me and the
vultures.
he wraps my heart in the paper and tosses it to the ground.

can you see?
11:30 PM

- understand, explain

sometime in our life, our creations will experience an exegesis.
they won't need us.
i don't just mean machines


11:36 PM

- 19, 19, 19 do you have a screen name

quickly
February 9, 1999


2:11 PM - UPDATE

I hope everyone had time to read my posts last night.
they are meant for you to learn something from.

the radio call-in system is beginning to work, so please continue requesting
"I don't like the drugs..." I find it amusing to think normal people will be
singing along to that and not get the irony. Lizard King and steve at
angelmanson are in charge, so please help them find more missionaries. the
names for passes are being filled in each city so talk to them soon.

another thing, if anyone wants to relay this particular statement to other
newsgroups. 5 out of 6 Big Day outs were completely sold out and the one that
wasn't had over 25,ooo fans. Just because one show went bad doesn't mean our
headlining festival of Australia (we did choose our slot, because we were the
headliners) was a failure. It was a huge success and I thank the fans who
came to see us. We only stopped our show because a glass bottle cut my leg
open and Pogo got a concussion, we weren't booed off. I wish we were. It's
like the old days. That's rock for you.

Love and I am,

marilyn manson
2:19 PM

- OBVIOUSLY THE IMPOSTERS CANNOT PUT MY SYMBOL
HERE


Author: [Omega symbol]
Subject: ATTENTION, FREINDS AND LOVERS
Article:

Thank you for your brilliant poetry and ideas, it's great to see us using
this mechanical format for something important.
in this age, we're dying
and I want to make a few more things for you before all is said and done

a gun only contains so many bullets
so please watch where each one of mine lands

I'd like to talk to you next week live

rock is dead will actually be the next single, coma white will follow

this bbs is being recreated to feature sections for each bandmember

I do love you and I wish we didn't have to die like this.
but that's what we asked for.

marilyn manson
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: GREETINGS FROM THE SPACE NEEDLE
Article:

sorry for missing the chat last week friends and lovers.

i am here in seattle and the weight of rock and roll seems heavier than ever.
the pain of this town feels real.

the rock is dead tour is underway and i will be keeping you updated. you guys
are the best fans and you remind me that we're not as lone as we feel.

hallelujah motherfuckers,
marilyn manson

omega015
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: important information for you
Article:

the video for rock is dead will be on mtv next week. it is from our current
tour. we also shot coma white which will be released later.

i am busy working on the screenplay for my film that we're shooting this
summer.
i hope this clears up some of the rumours and confusion.

after reading omega.com i noticed that there were some messages that i did
not write, and I have since corrected the security leak. there is some aol
message board that may be responsible (mm/spookykids) and some guy named
starkypoo. I don't know if this was some ploy for notoriety but if any of you
are from there or usenet I want to let you know I do not condone this
nonsense.(you can repost this there if you want)

thanks for kicking ass spokane, vancouver, and seattle.

marilyn manson
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: backstage
Article:

sorry i missed the backstage in seattle and vancouver. there wasn't one in
spokane.

I injured my hand and was soaking it in ice.

mm
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: RE: Omega015.....one last question....
Article:

are there hole fans?
snicker...

mm
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: RE: not real
Article:

i don't have time to justify to you on my website that i am ME.
go fuck yourself if you don't believe.
(did that sound like what I am supposed to sound like?)

last time I respond to morons,

marilyn manson
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: RE: Omega015 motherfucker...
Article:

Plastic? tell that to the guys with stitches in their heads. You lost
respect? like I give a shit.

would you have more respect if I hit you with a bottle of whiskey? anybody
that can hide behind a screen name thinks their invincible all of a sudden.

See Manson's 3/99 post to the AOL Manson board mm/spookykids here.
Subject: MESSAGE FROM MARILYN REGARDING BACKSTAGE

Date: Mon, Mar 8, 1999 18:12 EST
From: MDCLXVI
Message-id: < 19990308181247.10436.00000076@ng120.aol.com >

There were extremely serious problems the first week of the tour, the entire
tour was almost cancelled because of all the problems, but I worked
everything out and I'll see everyone in san francisco.

anybody that got left out I'll send them some shirts although I know it's not
the same.

mm
Author: (omegasymbol)

Subject: announcement to all fans
Article:

I'm in SF and I'm pleased to say the tour is on track. Due to extreme
problems being caused by HOLE, we were unable to attend the aftershows. This
has all been fixed. Well, I should say that it appears to be war between us
and Hole. I don't expect them to last very long.I'll see you in 2 days and I
will make it up to anyone I missed.

reclaiming rock,

marilyn manson
June 1, 1999

just to say hello.
i have not forgotten anyone.
unfortunately the fascist, corporate sellouts that did everything in their
power to help disrupt my tour plans have interfered in radio and tv
transmissions as well. but i took my time thanks to rolling stone and kurt
loder and said what I needed to say.
i have been busy writing my new album and screenplay, as well as prepairing a
full art exhibit of all unseen paintings. coma white, a cover of highway to
hell and an unreleased track from acss that we have given to celebrity death
match are all on their way.
we shall return heavier than ever, unapologetic,
and all middle fingers motherfuckers.

as antichrist superstar as ever,

marilyn manson
June 1, 1999

by the way, spread the word.
we are at war.
it feels good.

love fades but hate is forever.

mm
Author: [omega symbol]


July 28, 1999

Subject: TOMORROW...AT LAST WE MEET AGAIN
Article:

Hello from the depths of Holy Wood...

My fantastic band and I are busy composing music to usher in the Age of Horus.

The hate furnaces have been ignited once again, and it's good to see the
world still despises us. We are censored and stopped at every turn. We are
sabotaged, we are smeared with false press. This right here, you and I is the
only thing that is real. Your support and dedication has made us survive this
and we have returned to kick ass and take names. We will see the inauguration
of a new worm.

In the name of
JEHOVAH
LUCIFER
SATAN
and THEIR UNION
THROUGH THE MAGICIAN, JESUS CHRIST

MARILYN MANSON
July 29th, 1999

'Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: A THANK YOU
Article:

I want to thank the old fans, the new ones and the unsure ones for all tuning
in to our conference.

The heart of true magic is in the words, behind the words, believing that
there really are no words.

Abracadabra translated literally means, "I will create as I speak." We are
all that's left. Those that don't believe, don't believe themselves. Now is
not the time to be afraid...be happy that there is a union, that anyone who
wants IT can have IT.

knowing IT is all you need.

You are the best and most gifted fans, and I hope that each one of you gets
the world's attention, you deserve it.

Again Thank You,

MARILYN MANSON
August 16, 1999

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: this is the end, my only friends

Article:

thank you all, far and away for helping us live through such a tumultuous
tour. We finished at Mount Fugi in Japan and it is quite a relief to be home.
I have something special planned for the release of GOD IS IN THE TV, to
reward those Los Angeles fans for their missed show. The video will contain
all the behind the scenes I can offer, the things that the record company
will censor will be available here! Coma White is at MTV, I don't know if
they will play it because of the subject matter, but it will appear in it's
entirety on GOD IS IN THE TV. Also set for release is Astonishing Panorama of
the End Times, which states "VIOLENCE FOR THE PEOPLE, GIVE THE KIDS WHAT THEY
NEED." I imagine it will be censored to say "milk and cookies for the kids"
by the fascists. The live album is also finished and I hope to share that
with you as well, it covers all of our albums and some extra unreleased
items. I am writing to you from Kern's Gate and from Death Valley the
birthplace of our new album.

Details to follow. With the shedding of skin we have discarded our Mechanical
Animal clothes, costumes stage items, etc. This will be available for auction
and a portion of the proceeds will go to charity.

I love you all in the only true sense of the word.

In the Name of Jehovah,
Lucifer,
Satan and their union through
Christ and JFK

THE THIRD AND FINAL BEAST
Oct 10 1999

Author: [you-know-who]
Subject: death valley
Article:

album, movie. I love those who love themselves.

In the name of Jehovah
Lucifer
Satan
and Jesus Christ

the third and final beast,
I am on my way.
god bless those who doubted.

Marilyn Manson
Nov 8 1999

Author:
Subject: (response to his previous post)
Article: Seraphim


Nov 8 1999
Author:
Subject: manson a christian?
Article:

don't be alarmed.
I have no desire to buy into the slavery of modern Christianity.
I am seaking a greater explanation.
I can't wait to share it with you.
from Death Valley

Marilyn Manson
Nov 8 1999

Author:
Subject: TO THE ONES LISTENING
Article:

I am in the process of fulfilling my promise to revamp the site.
include art of mine and others.
record a new album.
make a movie.
spend time in Death Valley.

hopefully the live album will keep you company in the meantime.

we should prepare to fight for our freedoms that are quickly slipping.
not just censorship.
thought.
soul.
watch a film by Bunuel called Viridiana, it's one of my favorites. it was
banned and caused a riot in its time. So did Fando and Lis by Jodorowsky.

sadly, it is up to us to keep little brother (ourselves) from taking away our
right to think and dream.

the bible and shakespeare, although beautiful in their descriptions, couldn't
be more violent than any pitiful rock album or movie of our time.

I wish you all luck in this dying world and my album is my testimony. The
world has disappointed me now more than ever and I thank them for giving me
the hatred to create this destructive force of music I will let loose next
year.

Sincerely with love and I am
the third and final Beast,

Marilyn Manson
November 16, 1999

[someone on the bbs said this:]

Subject: Manson, No disrespect, but you got ALOT of Nerve
Article: I'll be the first to say that I don't know the whole story
between you and Trent but from what I DO know I'd say that You Have Alot Of Nerve to publicly disrespect the man who, in my opinion, is SOLELY

responsible for you having as wide a fan base as you have. If not for him you
would PROBABLY still be playing in shit bars in Florida. AGAIN I MUST SAY I
MEAN NO DISRESPECT TO YOU after all I have been a fan of yours since the
first single,(GYG) and definetly support your message. I just want to see the
two of you back together. I would also like to hear your side of the story.

If you read this, Manson, just know that I and MANY of the mutual fans you share with NIN are disappointed with this SEEMINGLY childish disrespect of
one another.
JP

[manson replied first with this:]

Author: [omega]
Subject: RE: Manson, No disrespect, but you got ALOT of Nerve
Article: to keep it short, I have had nothing but good things to say,
despite my alleged betrayal. I consider Trent like a brother and I miss him.
However, I won't sit back and get bashed when I have provided him with about
10 million dollars in income. I wish him luck.
I am my own world, his is what it is.
I have never wanted to compete.

sincerely marilyn manson
[and then added this:]


Author: [omega]
Subject: I Have nerve
Article: I doubt I would be doing anything other than this, with or
without anyone's help, because will power is the only path to getting your
dreams.

this subject is pointless and only one that Trent really needs to bring up.

I'm quite busy thinking about my art.
good night all

mm

[then someone else said this::]

Author: Mike Barnhart
Subject: MARILYN if you read this today please inform your flock as to who I am and......
Article: What Song I inspired. See just when you think your fans really know you they Don't!

See you in Hell Marilyn Or Canton whichever comes first!

Yes I called him Marilyn outta respect for his Art!

[and manson said this::]

Author: [omega]
Subject: who I am and...... mike barnhart
Article: yes, it is sadly true that some boy named Mike Barnhart used
to kick my ass when I was in junior high.
It's a shame I didn't have a gun.
Fortunately I grew up to be something else.
Not better, just different. I hold no grudges.
I hope your trailer is warm Mike. It gets cold in those parks this time of
year.

Love, the third and final beast
Marilyn Manson

[and clarified with this so that the jr high kids didn't go get their guns and put holes in the Mike Barnharts of their little worlds:]

Author: [omega]
Subject: it was a shame i didn't have a ...
Article: sarcasm, etc, etc, ad nauseum.

Nov. 16. 1999
Author: [omega]
Subject: mike barnart / trent reznor
Article: I know Mike knows I was just having a laugh.
Mike, thanks for making me realize I was a pussy with no confidence.
Junior high can be ugly.

Best of luck.
p.s.
I like trailers. Most of my family comes from one.

And as far as Trent, I don't give a shit about making money. I have fun being
an artist and I'm thankful people let me. I'm also glad he got me started.
And he's the same way. He has more integrity than anyone I know.
But I have made him rich.
So he should smile.

Love and I am back to Death Valley,
see you in some weeks ahead.

Marilyn Manson

9/19/98
6:05:26 PM


PLEASE EXCUSE MY ABSENCE

as I am in London at the moment dispersing information to Europe regarding our movement.

I wanted to give you time to digest Mechanical Animals, and I hope you are enjoying it.

I am watching and in a week you will see me here more regularly when I return to the States.

I would like to apologize to New York because the police shut down our record signing, hopefully we can make up for it later.
I hope the uncensored "The Dope Show" footage will satisfy your needs. I'm going to give you some sneak previews of important things next week that I think you'll appreciate. I truly love and appreciate you and your support, and FUCK all the senseless assholes who post here trying to annoy me. It doesn't work.

Marilyn Manson

Omega 015
9/24/98
2:22:44 PM


Dont let yourselfs get out of hand

~omega015~
09/25/98 5
:44:26 PM

[Sent by "Scott - You knew me as Daisy"]


You know there was once a time i was them, but know i am me, and after finding this out i finally came upon the conclusion this is how it was meant to be. i come here today not to contact Brian (marilyn as you know) but to reach you his fans, but always remember brian and i will meet once again, on his way down and my way up....... just wait you shall see...

09/25/98
7:01:53 PM

I'm back and I will be here for you. Thanks from the 5 of us, for your words.
In response to "scott". you were always scott and that's what you couldn't see.
we all live in our minds. you are dragged down by your lack of imagination.
we will never meet again. you will never meet these wonderful people again.

I love therefore I am.

omega015
09/26/98
9:57:15 AM


meet me in the chat for a few minutes
09/26/98
9:30:53 AM


Some of you have looked deeper. keep looking there is much more.
so many things, inconsequential things are distracting us from the sad truth.

this is the exit, this is the exit.
sometimes you are Coma White.

some people, people who haven't experienced and would not
know...sit and try to judge someone's work in a sentence.
it doesn't make you stronger. you can't feel someone else's pain.
who is better,what does this song rip off? I am a pop artist,
I know how to make my statements in musical references, in
images. but I am a dead star. I am pointing to you...don't
miss what I am telling you. the numbness has worn off.
humanity is the worse thing to feel.

I've always loved you...
09/28/98
2:48:00 PM


tonight I will post all the information regarding zim zum's termination. we can then clarify that everything that comes out of his mouth is a lie. look for these legal documents to please end this nonsense, so we can get on with moreimportant issues.

I'd like to know what songs from mechanical animals you would like to hear most on this tour?

And I have no current plans for children or marriage.

god is now here
god is nowhere

marilyn manson

omega015
09/30/98
11:11:45 AM


first of all no other members of the band are currently on
the bbs or chat. ignore these imposters (DRUGS,etc.)
I do NOT post in any other form, even if I am away from my computer.

Despite the fact that I feel zim zum has lied about his
termination, this isn't the place to spread rumours about
him, or prosecute him for things you think he has done.

it doesn't surprise me though, that if you surround yourself
in lies, eventually you will drown in them.

as for scott and your confusion, it seems people would just
want to go on with their lives and realize no matter how hard
they try to hang on they are not a part of me. I don't hate him.
I just don't care. everyone has broken relationships, ex-girlfriends,etc.
This is no different. talk about it somewhere else. it's wasting space.

finally, about ex-bandmates--I wish brad stewart the best with
his band, the dollygaggers. despite our problems, he is still
a brother to me.

Anton LaVey's final book "SATAN SPEAKS" will be released this month.
I wrote the forward, and I'm sure you will enjoy this one.

we are on the dawn of a powerful new era.
this is our omega.
be with me,

marilyn manson
09/30/98
12:36:46 PM


LET ME SAVE ALL THE LOSERS THE TIME AND TROUBLE.
I'M A SELLOUT. I'M NOT AS COOL AS I WAS ON THE FIRST ALBUM AND MY IMAGE SUCKS. AND THIS WEBSITE IS LAME.

IF I LISTENED TO PEOPLE LIKE THAT I WOULDN'T BE WHERE I AM.

YOU DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CLUE WHO I AM.
AND UNTIL YOU CAN STAND WHERE I DO, SIT DOWN

I'M GLAD THAT YOU HATE ME ENOUGH TO SPEND YOUR TIME HERE. I STILL WIN THEN, DON'T I?
10/01/98
9:40:37 AM


someone was clever enough to hack me.
I applaud your work.
I'll make it harder this time.

by the way, that was me (hallelujah motherfucker)
just a reminder: I didn't become Antichrist Superstar
by taking shit from weaklings
that don't realize their resistance only fuels me.

marilyn manson

omega015
10/01/98
9:56:31 AM


to try and answer your tour concerns:
this first leg of our tour is intimate theater shows, mostly on the east coast.
in feb. we will visit ALL of america.
at least until we are banned. but we will fight that together.

omega015
10/4/98
12:49:53 AM


I'd like to see more of you.
pictures
writings
art
include these in your posts.

i'm watching

marilyn manson

omega015
10/5/98
9:37:18 PM


THE ENDwe

this is the age of horus, a dystopia.
we can overcome the entire world
or we can die in our minds.
i feel like I've died enough for all of us.
let us begin the end.

marilyn manson

omega015
10/6/98
11:58:13 AM


HELLO

i am currently trying to make the format of this easier to operate.
i would appreciate if someone could repost me for those who have missed my answers.

the more art, writing and pictures
the more response
backstage passes

i love and enjoy what you have been doing.

sometimes we are all coma white

omega015
fri 9 oct


Subject: RE: god is now here
Article:
god id now here
god is now here
god is now here
god is now here
god is now here

break the egg orgasm death

god is no where
fri 9 oct


Subject: WE'RE ALREADY DEAD
Article:
I love to let you see through my brain
little zapruders
rewinding and replaying.
I love to let you shoot through my brain,
and what are we really selling?
and what are we really buying?

I'm on my way
you are too
I'll see you when we get there. 1-5-15
I prepare to bring you
OMEGA AND THE MECHAN1CAL ANIMAL5
like a theif in the night...

god is nowhere

god is now here
10-11-98


Subject: ALL OF YOU
Article:
I am changing and updating this format
please be patient

how many of you will like to see Mr. Superstar live?

omega015

marilyn manson
10-12-98


Subject: NEWS FOR YOU
Article:
We will be shooting a video for "I don't like the drugs," next week.
I will be directing this with Paul Hunter.

Manson fans can rest assured we will be playing songs from all our albums and some we have never done live before.

love and I am,
marilyn manson

omega015
10/13/98
07:01:22 PM PST


Subject: fuck off ersatz omegas
Article:
this is me

friday at midnight KROCK los angeles
live from the viper room
i'll see you there

marilyn manson

omega015

Author:
Subject: reality post elsewhere repost to fuckhead 15xxxxxx
Article:
i only post here to you
i only trust you
i don't post in news groups
and i do not announce 'i am watching'

this is where i am
tell them to tune their cb radios

...in the hands of fools
10/18/98

SUPRISE EMERGENCY BULLETIN
Article:
TVs ARE NEEDLES

i have now entered your bloodstream

if our creators kill us now
will it still qualify as an abortion?

at midnightPST the left and right side of your brain will eclipse for 37 seconds allowing you to see coma white as she/he/other is manifested in your (consciousness)

tell me what you see

marilyn manson

omega015
10/18/98

Author:
'Subject: here it comes
Article:
less then 37 minutes
you will know
if your mind will let you.

here, there doesn't matter
coma white is right in front of you
literally

love and i am

marilyn manson

omega015
10/18/98

Author:
Subject: 37
Article:
37
37
37
37

your brain.com (sic)
10/18/98

Author:
Subject:
Article:
you make it happen
you
you
URL

37 seconds
December 24, 1998

11:26 PM

here's wishing you a a christmas turd in your stocking

marilyn manson
12/30/98

11:33 PM
- RE: endtimes

i'm back.
i've been watching.
now we are ready.
country is falling apart just in time for us to take charge.
omega rising.
we will destroy everyone in our path
love and i am, marilyn manson

Newyear's eve
things you might find:
last day on earth
dave navarro
DRUGS
2 naked black women
live suicide
acss

when i wrote this i was dreaming, excuse me if it goes astray...

love and i am,

omega015
las vegas, navada, center of man's evil

ARM:

do you know the meaning?
Author: Omega015

Subject: birth
Article:

1-5-196+9
30%2
marilyn=7
=2
manson=6

thank you for the warm regards motherfuckers
see you soon mm

15
Author: [omega.gif]

Subject: back in the usa
Article:

to all the beautiful supporters from every country, the band thanks you.

to whiny posers to assume to know more than me, or believe everything they read. fuck off

does anyone think that I listen to your bullshit?
would I be who I am if I listened to others opinions?
I do what I feel is right.
that's what we all should do.
I don't expect anyone to follow me. We are together in this. Christianity is the least of my enemies. Self
doubt can destroy you quicker than anything.
Thanks to your support, I believe in what I do and I believe in you.
Anybody who is "too cool" to like my band now because they like the limp orgycotica's of the world --that's
fine. I'm not going to change what I believe, even if you think I have.
We are stronger than ever, and this is a fucking revolution. So let's act that way.

Destroy,

Marilyn Manson
Omega015

please repost in all manson message boards. thank you.
11:20 PM

subject: pay attention
Article:

i was not in the chat, nor will i be.

i will be doing a video chat in the next few weeks, where we can discuss things one on one.

love and i am,
marilyn manson.

do me a favor and deliver my previous message to those people in the alt.music boards who overestimate their intelligence, opinions and relevance in the world.
2/4/99
11:53 pm

TO REAL FANS OF ANY KIND
Article:

I'm very proud of your creativity.
keep it up, because if I can be a star so can any of you.

Let me tell any disbelievers, I'm not ashamed to be a success
at what I love to do. If anyone thinks I am more successful
because I shed my so called "goth" image or sound, you're wrong.
I will always have trouble getting to the mainstream.
I congratulate and thank you guys for getting us this far.

I change because I like to be different than what's around me,
when other bands change their eyes like I did 7 years
ago (limp dick, psycornica, even my friend rob z.) or do goth
covers of 80s songs (orgly) or every person I see has black hair
--I just wanted something more interesting to me. I'm not
saying I dislike any of those things (my hair is still black by
the way), I just wanted something new. I'm inspired by things
I liked as a kid and try to bring back true rock n roll.
If it becomes a formula then fuck it. I do this because I enjoy
it, my band enjoys it and you enjoy it.

Hole? you may ask yourself.
what could be more interesting?
phony videos.com?
yeah, and I was on the wonder years.
dismembered acss?
evolved...haven't you?

we are making the most beautiful and disturbing video we have ever done-- Coma White

my gift to you

marilyn manson
2/5/99
12:00 am

Author:
Subject: 19
Article:
i love you and your poem


2/5/99
12:27 AM

Subject: MISSIONARY POSITIONS
Article:

I will be posting the numbers of radio stations in every city later this
week. If we bombard them, we can help destroy their lame selection of music.
I am looking for dedicated missionaries that are willing to waste their
spare time doing this work. we are capable of making radio stations play a song that says DRUGS over and over.

anyone interested keep looking here
I will compile a list of people in each city and I will guarantee back stage
passes.

in the mean time you guys probably know your local request lines.
hassle them for DRUGS

I will deliver you into the backstage promised land.

marilyn manson
2/5/99
12:31am

RE: DOES ANYONE HERE REMEMBER WHEN........
Article:

i didn't see it

this video is a bit of a trailer for some of the concepts in my upcoming film

marilyn manson
2/5/99
12:45am


RE: DOES ANYONE HERE REMEMBER WHEN........
Article:

I like that movie, and your ideas are good.
2/5/99
3:16 pm


Author:
Subject: RE: mr. masnon...
Article:

read my radio attack post. that will get you passes
2/5/99
3:24

subject:RE: Marilyn Manson-- is www.speedofpain.com ur sight????
Article:

this site and comawhite.com are my only sites
2/5/99
4:00 pm

READ THIS AND SHARE IT
Article:

How many of you are familiar with the pretentious few in aol message boards?
STARK and his pals?
Let me have a laugh.
isn't it interesting that someone is inspired by you, admires you to the
point that they share your ideals. Then one day they think they know more than
you, or are "too cool". Or that these were their ideas to begin with.
They forget why they are there in the first place. so they just complain
about what was or how they have more integrity, blah, blah...ad nauseum.

I encourage or challenge anyone who thinks they can do what I
do to just do it. Be my guest.

write an album.
make a video. I'll buy it.
Trust me, I love criticism. I'm a critic.
I just pity and detest uncreative whiners, and armchair rock stars. Be
something before you try to challenge someone else's dreams.

Those few "elitist" fans treat us real music fans and music makers just like
the rest of the world we fight so hard to smash.

I'd waste my energy destroying manson bashers, manson traitors or every
bullshit christian I see. But I go to bed knowing they will wake up everyday
and have to live their shitty, miserable lives and THAT is the worst
punishment of all.

so someone asked how should we handle assholes?
remind them they're losers and ignore them.
If that doesn't work, find out where they live and remind them in person.

I love you and the band thanks you for kicking ass. Let's conquer these
shitty radio playlists and start our fucking revolution!

marilyn manson
2/5/99
4:37 pm

[in reference to www.angelmanson.com's webmaster]
Author:
Subject: RE: MANSON in LOS ANGELES
Article:

email me you know where
2/5/99
4:39 pm

[in reference to a fan wanting other band members to post.]
Author:
Subject: RE: HEY MOTHER FUCKIN CUNT (yeah you Omega)...... WHY DONT OTHER MEMBERS POST???? ~Nt~
Article:

i can't make them post. if they want they will.
2/5/99
4:51 pm

Author:
Subject: 19
Article:

could you post your email for me please

marilyn manson
2/6/99
1:42

Author:
Subject: KNOW SUBJECT
Article:

do I have anyone's attention?

I have not been hacked and that was me the past few days. to those that said
I wasn't being an asshole, go fuck yourself. It's those kind of comments that
make us all act like assholes. Next week there will be a list created to give
passes for each city (not tickets). Stay tuned for those numbers to radio
stations. I know alot of you have already started. That kind of support is
unbelievable. You are undoubtedly the greatest fans in the world. New or old.
And to wannabe-elitist fans who think if you bought mechanical animals at the
mall, you're not cool enough--well, other fans said that about them when they
bought sweet dreams, etc...

I'm here for a few minutes to talk

marilyn manson
2/6/99
1:45pm

Author:
Subject: RE: a word about our mission
Article:

bravo


2/6/99
2:45 pm
Author:
Subject: very important metalham
Article:

I just read metal hammer and both interviews, mine and twig's are COMPLETELY
fabricated. In fact I doubt anything in that article is true, just slag. so
read it if you want but it's not from this band. I am talking to the owner on
monday. But who really cares, people love to make shit up, I'm use to it.

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:22pm

Author:
Subject: anyone that goes to usenet
Article:

I don't expect you to do everything I say. I'm just communicating,
if you can help, I thank you.

could you please tell scummy4@alt music
this is me
and to go fuck himself.
by the way if he has a complaint, come see me in person,
rather than acting brave behind an anonymous screen name.
any city, no bodyguard required.

kisses,

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:27

Author:
Subject: RE: Follow Yourself...
Article:

I think I do for myself and I think most fans are here to support. Isn't that
we are doing on this page?

no one here is blind, we all want to fuck with the world--I'm just asking for
help. Not commanding.

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:31

Author:
Subject: RE: at ozzfest in wisconsin you let me on the tour bus and i had to beg you to let my boyfriend on the bus... Article:

i remember everything
2/6/99
2:37pm

Author:
Subject: RE: anyone that goes to usenet
Article:

festival june
2/6/99
2:49 pm

Subject: RE: please make a video for either last day on earth or rock is dead
Article:

thank you. There will most likely be a live video for ROCK IS DEAD, following
COMA WHITE. LAST DAY ON EARTH will be featured in our film...

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:51 pm

Author:
Subject: RE: very important metalham
Article:

i love to tell a story. however, this one in particular lacks any purpose or flair.

mm
11:01

PM - EXEGESIS


sometimes we admire the feathers and ignore the dying bird.

marilyn manson
11:26 PM

- UNDERSTAND THIS, TELL OTHERS

in my dream vultures chase me into my burning house. there, they pick out the
brains of my family, dismember them-- devour
I emerge from my home and I am burning, skin falling away like a snake as the
structure crumbles into a black skeleton.
I cannot fight off the vultures.
a young man or woman emerges from the ashes.
he/she doesn't save me, because he/she is holding my cracked and swollen
heart in one hand and a piece of paper in the other.

i can read it.
it discusses and compares in great detail the differences between me and the
vultures.
he wraps my heart in the paper and tosses it to the ground.

can you see?
11:30 PM

- understand, explain

sometime in our life, our creations will experience an exegesis.
they won't need us.
i don't just mean machines


11:36 PM

- 19, 19, 19do you have a screen name

quickly
February 9, 1999


2:11 PM - UPDATE

I hope everyone had time to read my posts last night.
they are meant for you to learn something from.

the radio call-in system is beginning to work, so please continue requesting
"I don't like the drugs..." I find it amusing to think normal people will be
singing along to that and not get the irony. Lizard King and steve at
angelmanson are in charge, so please help them find more missionaries. the
names for passes are being filled in each city so talk to them soon.

another thing, if anyone wants to relay this particular statement to other
newsgroups. 5 out of 6 Big Day outs were completely sold out and the one that
wasn't had over 25,ooo fans. Just because one show went bad doesn't mean our
headlining festival of Australia (we did choose our slot, because we were the
headliners) was a failure. It was a huge success and I thank the fans who
came to see us. We only stopped our show because a glass bottle cut my leg
open and Pogo got a concussion, we weren't booed off. I wish we were. It's
like the old days. That's rock for you.

Love and I am,

marilyn manson
2:19 PM

- OBVIOUSLY THE IMPOSTERS CANNOT PUT MY SYMBOL
HERE


Author: [Omega symbol]
Subject: ATTENTION, FREINDS AND LOVERS
Article:

Thank you for your brilliant poetry and ideas, it's great to see us using
this mechanical format for something important.
in this age, we're dying
and I want to make a few more things for you before all is said and done

a gun only contains so many bullets
so please watch where each one of mine lands

I'd like to talk to you next week live

rock is dead will actually be the next single, coma white will follow

this bbs is being recreated to feature sections for each bandmember

I do love you and I wish we didn't have to die like this.
but that's what we asked for.

marilyn manson
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: GREETINGS FROM THE SPACE NEEDLE
Article:

sorry for missing the chat last week friends and lovers.

i am here in seattle and the weight of rock and roll seems heavier than ever.
the pain of this town feels real.

the rock is dead tour is underway and i will be keeping you updated. you guys
are the best fans and you remind me that we're not as lone as we feel.

hallelujah motherfuckers,
marilyn manson

omega015
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: important information for you
Article:

the video for rock is dead will be on mtv next week. it is from our current
tour. we also shot coma white which will be released later.

i am busy working on the screenplay for my film that we're shooting this
summer.
i hope this clears up some of the rumours and confusion.

after reading omega.com i noticed that there were some messages that i did
not write, and I have since corrected the security leak. there is some aol
message board that may be responsible (mm/spookykids) and some guy named
starkypoo. I don't know if this was some ploy for notoriety but if any of you
are from there or usenet I want to let you know I do not condone this
nonsense.(you can repost this there if you want)

thanks for kicking ass spokane, vancouver, and seattle.

marilyn manson
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: backstage
Article:

sorry i missed the backstage in seattle and vancouver. there wasn't one in
spokane.

I injured my hand and was soaking it in ice.

mm
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: RE: Omega015.....one last question....
Article:

are there hole fans?
snicker...

mm
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: RE: not real
Article:

i don't have time to justify to you on my website that i am ME.
go fuck yourself if you don't believe.
(did that sound like what I am supposed to sound like?)

last time I respond to morons,

marilyn manson
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: RE: Omega015 motherfucker...
Article:

Plastic? tell that to the guys with stitches in their heads. You lost
respect? like I give a shit.

would you have more respect if I hit you with a bottle of whiskey? anybody
that can hide behind a screen name thinks their invincible all of a sudden.

See Manson's 3/99 post to the AOL Manson board mm/spookykids here.
Subject: MESSAGE FROM MARILYN REGARDING BACKSTAGE

Date: Mon, Mar 8, 1999 18:12 EST
From: MDCLXVI
Message-id: < 19990308181247.10436.00000076@ng120.aol.com >

There were extremely serious problems the first week of the tour, the entire
tour was almost cancelled because of all the problems, but I worked
everything out and I'll see everyone in san francisco.

anybody that got left out I'll send them some shirts although I know it's not
the same.

mm
Author: (omegasymbol)

Subject: announcement to all fans
Article:

I'm in SF and I'm pleased to say the tour is on track. Due to extreme
problems being caused by HOLE, we were unable to attend the aftershows. This
has all been fixed. Well, I should say that it appears to be war between us
and Hole. I don't expect them to last very long.I'll see you in 2 days and I
will make it up to anyone I missed.

reclaiming rock,

marilyn manson
June 1, 1999

just to say hello.
i have not forgotten anyone.
unfortunately the fascist, corporate sellouts that did everything in their
power to help disrupt my tour plans have interfered in radio and tv
transmissions as well. but i took my time thanks to rolling stone and kurt
loder and said what I needed to say.
i have been busy writing my new album and screenplay, as well as prepairing a
full art exhibit of all unseen paintings. coma white, a cover of highway to
hell and an unreleased track from acss that we have given to celebrity death
match are all on their way.
we shall return heavier than ever, unapologetic,
and all middle fingers motherfuckers.

as antichrist superstar as ever,

marilyn manson
June 1, 1999

by the way, spread the word.
we are at war.
it feels good.

love fades but hate is forever.

mm
Author: [omega symbol]


July 28, 1999

Subject: TOMORROW...AT LAST WE MEET AGAIN
Article:

Hello from the depths of Holy Wood...

My fantastic band and I are busy composing music to usher in the Age of Horus.

The hate furnaces have been ignited once again, and it's good to see the
world still despises us. We are censored and stopped at every turn. We are
sabotaged, we are smeared with false press. This right here, you and I is the
only thing that is real. Your support and dedication has made us survive this
and we have returned to kick ass and take names. We will see the inauguration
of a new worm.

In the name of
JEHOVAH
LUCIFER
SATAN
and THEIR UNION
THROUGH THE MAGICIAN, JESUS CHRIST

MARILYN MANSON
July 29th, 1999

'Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: A THANK YOU
Article:

I want to thank the old fans, the new ones and the unsure ones for all tuning
in to our conference.

The heart of true magic is in the words, behind the words, believing that
there really are no words.

Abracadabra translated literally means, "I will create as I speak." We are
all that's left. Those that don't believe, don't believe themselves. Now is
not the time to be afraid...be happy that there is a union, that anyone who
wants IT can have IT.

knowing IT is all you need.

You are the best and most gifted fans, and I hope that each one of you gets
the world's attention, you deserve it.

Again Thank You,

MARILYN MANSON
August 16, 1999

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: this is the end, my only friends

Article:

thank you all, far and away for helping us live through such a tumultuous
tour. We finished at Mount Fugi in Japan and it is quite a relief to be home.
I have something special planned for the release of GOD IS IN THE TV, to
reward those Los Angeles fans for their missed show. The video will contain
all the behind the scenes I can offer, the things that the record company
will censor will be available here! Coma White is at MTV, I don't know if
they will play it because of the subject matter, but it will appear in it's
entirety on GOD IS IN THE TV. Also set for release is Astonishing Panorama of
the End Times, which states "VIOLENCE FOR THE PEOPLE, GIVE THE KIDS WHAT THEY
NEED." I imagine it will be censored to say "milk and cookies for the kids"
by the fascists. The live album is also finished and I hope to share that
with you as well, it covers all of our albums and some extra unreleased
items. I am writing to you from Kern's Gate and from Death Valley the
birthplace of our new album.

Details to follow. With the shedding of skin we have discarded our Mechanical
Animal clothes, costumes stage items, etc. This will be available for auction
and a portion of the proceeds will go to charity.

I love you all in the only true sense of the word.

In the Name of Jehovah,
Lucifer,
Satan and their union through
Christ and JFK

THE THIRD AND FINAL BEAST
Oct 10 1999

Author: [you-know-who]
Subject: death valley
Article:

album, movie. I love those who love themselves.

In the name of Jehovah
Lucifer
Satan
and Jesus Christ

the third and final beast,
I am on my way.
god bless those who doubted.

Marilyn Manson
Nov 8 1999

Author:
Subject: (response to his previous post)
Article: Seraphim


Nov 8 1999
Author:
Subject: manson a christian?
Article:

don't be alarmed.
I have no desire to buy into the slavery of modern Christianity.
I am seaking a greater explanation.
I can't wait to share it with you.
from Death Valley

Marilyn Manson
Nov 8 1999

Author:
Subject: TO THE ONES LISTENING
Article:

I am in the process of fulfilling my promise to revamp the site.
include art of mine and others.
record a new album.
make a movie.
spend time in Death Valley.

hopefully the live album will keep you company in the meantime.

we should prepare to fight for our freedoms that are quickly slipping.
not just censorship.
thought.
soul.
watch a film by Bunuel called Viridiana, it's one of my favorites. it was
banned and caused a riot in its time. So did Fando and Lis by Jodorowsky.

sadly, it is up to us to keep little brother (ourselves) from taking away our
right to think and dream.

the bible and shakespeare, although beautiful in their descriptions, couldn't
be more violent than any pitiful rock album or movie of our time.

I wish you all luck in this dying world and my album is my testimony. The
world has disappointed me now more than ever and I thank them for giving me
the hatred to create this destructive force of music I will let loose next
year.

Sincerely with love and I am
the third and final Beast,

Marilyn Manson
November 16, 1999

[someone on the bbs said this:]

Subject: Manson, No disrespect, but you got ALOT of Nerve
Article: I'll be the first to say that I don't know the whole story
between you and Trent but from what I DO know I'd say that You Have Alot Of Nerve to publicly disrespect the man who, in my opinion, is SOLELY

responsible for you having as wide a fan base as you have. If not for him you
would PROBABLY still be playing in shit bars in Florida. AGAIN I MUST SAY I
MEAN NO DISRESPECT TO YOU after all I have been a fan of yours since the
first single,(GYG) and definetly support your message. I just want to see the
two of you back together. I would also like to hear your side of the story.

If you read this, Manson, just know that I and MANY of the mutual fans you share with NIN are disappointed with this SEEMINGLY childish disrespect of
one another.
JP

[manson replied first with this:]

Author: [omega]
Subject: RE: Manson, No disrespect, but you got ALOT of Nerve
Article: to keep it short, I have had nothing but good things to say,
despite my alleged betrayal. I consider Trent like a brother and I miss him.
However, I won't sit back and get bashed when I have provided him with about
10 million dollars in income. I wish him luck.
I am my own world, his is what it is.
I have never wanted to compete.

sincerely marilyn manson
[and then added this:]


Author: [omega]
Subject: I Have nerve
Article: I doubt I would be doing anything other than this, with or
without anyone's help, because will power is the only path to getting your
dreams.

this subject is pointless and only one that Trent really needs to bring up.

I'm quite busy thinking about my art.
good night all

mm

[then someone else said this::]

Author: Mike Barnhart
Subject: MARILYN if you read this today please inform your flock as to who I am and......
Article: What Song I inspired. See just when you think your fans really know you they Don't!

See you in Hell Marilyn Or Canton whichever comes first!

Yes I called him Marilyn outta respect for his Art!

[and manson said this::]

Author: [omega]
Subject: who I am and...... mike barnhart
Article: yes, it is sadly true that some boy named Mike Barnhart used
to kick my ass when I was in junior high.
It's a shame I didn't have a gun.
Fortunately I grew up to be something else.
Not better, just different. I hold no grudges.
I hope your trailer is warm Mike. It gets cold in those parks this time of
year.

Love, the third and final beast
Marilyn Manson

[and clarified with this so that the jr high kids didn't go get their guns and put holes in the Mike Barnharts of their little worlds:]

Author: [omega]
Subject: it was a shame i didn't have a ...
Article: sarcasm, etc, etc, ad nauseum.

Nov. 16. 1999
Author: [omega]
Subject: mike barnart / trent reznor
Article: I know Mike knows I was just having a laugh.
Mike, thanks for making me realize I was a pussy with no confidence.
Junior high can be ugly.

Best of luck.
p.s.
I like trailers. Most of my family comes from one.

And as far as Trent, I don't give a shit about making money. I have fun being
an artist and I'm thankful people let me. I'm also glad he got me started.
And he's the same way. He has more integrity than anyone I know.
But I have made him rich.
So he should smile.

Love and I am back to Death Valley,
see you in some weeks ahead.

Marilyn Manson

9/24/98
2:22:44 PM


Dont let yourselfs get out of hand

~omega015~
09/25/98 5
:44:26 PM

[Sent by "Scott - You knew me as Daisy"]


You know there was once a time i was them, but know i am me, and after finding this out i finally came upon the conclusion this is how it was meant to be. i come here today not to contact Brian (marilyn as you know) but to reach you his fans, but always remember brian and i will meet once again, on his way down and my way up....... just wait you shall see...

09/25/98
7:01:53 PM

I'm back and I will be here for you. Thanks from the 5 of us, for your words.
In response to "scott". you were always scott and that's what you couldn't see.
we all live in our minds. you are dragged down by your lack of imagination.
we will never meet again. you will never meet these wonderful people again.

I love therefore I am.

omega015
09/26/98
9:57:15 AM


meet me in the chat for a few minutes
09/26/98
9:30:53 AM


Some of you have looked deeper. keep looking there is much more.
so many things, inconsequential things are distracting us from the sad truth.

this is the exit, this is the exit.
sometimes you are Coma White.

some people, people who haven't experienced and would not
know...sit and try to judge someone's work in a sentence.
it doesn't make you stronger. you can't feel someone else's pain.
who is better,what does this song rip off? I am a pop artist,
I know how to make my statements in musical references, in
images. but I am a dead star. I am pointing to you...don't
miss what I am telling you. the numbness has worn off.
humanity is the worse thing to feel.

I've always loved you...
09/28/98
2:48:00 PM


tonight I will post all the information regarding zim zum's termination. we can then clarify that everything that comes out of his mouth is a lie. look for these legal documents to please end this nonsense, so we can get on with moreimportant issues.

I'd like to know what songs from mechanical animals you would like to hear most on this tour?

And I have no current plans for children or marriage.

god is now here
god is nowhere

marilyn manson

omega015
09/30/98
11:11:45 AM


first of all no other members of the band are currently on
the bbs or chat. ignore these imposters (DRUGS,etc.)
I do NOT post in any other form, even if I am away from my computer.

Despite the fact that I feel zim zum has lied about his
termination, this isn't the place to spread rumours about
him, or prosecute him for things you think he has done.

it doesn't surprise me though, that if you surround yourself
in lies, eventually you will drown in them.

as for scott and your confusion, it seems people would just
want to go on with their lives and realize no matter how hard
they try to hang on they are not a part of me. I don't hate him.
I just don't care. everyone has broken relationships, ex-girlfriends,etc.
This is no different. talk about it somewhere else. it's wasting space.

finally, about ex-bandmates--I wish brad stewart the best with
his band, the dollygaggers. despite our problems, he is still
a brother to me.

Anton LaVey's final book "SATAN SPEAKS" will be released this month.
I wrote the forward, and I'm sure you will enjoy this one.

we are on the dawn of a powerful new era.
this is our omega.
be with me,

marilyn manson
09/30/98
12:36:46 PM


LET ME SAVE ALL THE LOSERS THE TIME AND TROUBLE.
I'M A SELLOUT. I'M NOT AS COOL AS I WAS ON THE FIRST ALBUM AND MY IMAGE SUCKS. AND THIS WEBSITE IS LAME.

IF I LISTENED TO PEOPLE LIKE THAT I WOULDN'T BE WHERE I AM.

YOU DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CLUE WHO I AM.
AND UNTIL YOU CAN STAND WHERE I DO, SIT DOWN

I'M GLAD THAT YOU HATE ME ENOUGH TO SPEND YOUR TIME HERE. I STILL WIN THEN, DON'T I?
10/01/98
9:40:37 AM


someone was clever enough to hack me.
I applaud your work.
I'll make it harder this time.

by the way, that was me (hallelujah motherfucker)
just a reminder: I didn't become Antichrist Superstar
by taking shit from weaklings
that don't realize their resistance only fuels me.

marilyn manson

omega015
10/01/98
9:56:31 AM


to try and answer your tour concerns:
this first leg of our tour is intimate theater shows, mostly on the east coast.
in feb. we will visit ALL of america.
at least until we are banned. but we will fight that together.

omega015
10/4/98
12:49:53 AM


I'd like to see more of you.
pictures
writings
art
include these in your posts.

i'm watching

marilyn manson

omega015
10/5/98
9:37:18 PM


THE ENDwe

this is the age of horus, a dystopia.
we can overcome the entire world
or we can die in our minds.
i feel like I've died enough for all of us.
let us begin the end.

marilyn manson

omega015
10/6/98
11:58:13 AM


HELLO

i am currently trying to make the format of this easier to operate.
i would appreciate if someone could repost me for those who have missed my answers.

the more art, writing and pictures
the more response
backstage passes

i love and enjoy what you have been doing.

sometimes we are all coma white

omega015
fri 9 oct


Subject: RE: god is now here
Article:
god id now here
god is now here
god is now here
god is now here
god is now here

break the egg orgasm death

god is no where
fri 9 oct


Subject: WE'RE ALREADY DEAD
Article:
I love to let you see through my brain
little zapruders
rewinding and replaying.
I love to let you shoot through my brain,
and what are we really selling?
and what are we really buying?

I'm on my way
you are too
I'll see you when we get there. 1-5-15
I prepare to bring you
OMEGA AND THE MECHAN1CAL ANIMAL5
like a theif in the night...

god is nowhere

god is now here
10-11-98


Subject: ALL OF YOU
Article:
I am changing and updating this format
please be patient

how many of you will like to see Mr. Superstar live?

omega015

marilyn manson
10-12-98


Subject: NEWS FOR YOU
Article:
We will be shooting a video for "I don't like the drugs," next week.
I will be directing this with Paul Hunter.

Manson fans can rest assured we will be playing songs from all our albums and some we have never done live before.

love and I am,
marilyn manson

omega015
10/13/98
07:01:22 PM PST


Subject: fuck off ersatz omegas
Article:
this is me

friday at midnight KROCK los angeles
live from the viper room
i'll see you there

marilyn manson

omega015

Author:
Subject: reality post elsewhere repost to fuckhead 15xxxxxx
Article:
i only post here to you
i only trust you
i don't post in news groups
and i do not announce 'i am watching'

this is where i am
tell them to tune their cb radios

...in the hands of fools
10/18/98

SUPRISE EMERGENCY BULLETIN
Article:
TVs ARE NEEDLES

i have now entered your bloodstream

if our creators kill us now
will it still qualify as an abortion?

at midnightPST the left and right side of your brain will eclipse for 37 seconds allowing you to see coma white as she/he/other is manifested in your (consciousness)

tell me what you see

marilyn manson

omega015
10/18/98

Author:
'Subject: here it comes
Article:
less then 37 minutes
you will know
if your mind will let you.

here, there doesn't matter
coma white is right in front of you
literally

love and i am

marilyn manson

omega015
10/18/98

Author:
Subject: 37
Article:
37
37
37
37

your brain.com (sic)
10/18/98

Author:
Subject:
Article:
you make it happen
you
you
URL

37 seconds
December 24, 1998

11:26 PM

here's wishing you a a christmas turd in your stocking

marilyn manson
12/30/98

11:33 PM
- RE: endtimes

i'm back.
i've been watching.
now we are ready.
country is falling apart just in time for us to take charge.
omega rising.
we will destroy everyone in our path
love and i am, marilyn manson

Newyear's eve
things you might find:
last day on earth
dave navarro
DRUGS
2 naked black women
live suicide
acss

when i wrote this i was dreaming, excuse me if it goes astray...

love and i am,

omega015
las vegas, navada, center of man's evil

ARM:

do you know the meaning?
Author: Omega015

Subject: birth
Article:

1-5-196+9
30%2
marilyn=7
=2
manson=6

thank you for the warm regards motherfuckers
see you soon mm

15
Author: [omega.gif]

Subject: back in the usa
Article:

to all the beautiful supporters from every country, the band thanks you.

to whiny posers to assume to know more than me, or believe everything they read. fuck off

does anyone think that I listen to your bullshit?
would I be who I am if I listened to others opinions?
I do what I feel is right.
that's what we all should do.
I don't expect anyone to follow me. We are together in this. Christianity is the least of my enemies. Self
doubt can destroy you quicker than anything.
Thanks to your support, I believe in what I do and I believe in you.
Anybody who is "too cool" to like my band now because they like the limp orgycotica's of the world --that's
fine. I'm not going to change what I believe, even if you think I have.
We are stronger than ever, and this is a fucking revolution. So let's act that way.

Destroy,

Marilyn Manson
Omega015

please repost in all manson message boards. thank you.
11:20 PM

subject: pay attention
Article:

i was not in the chat, nor will i be.

i will be doing a video chat in the next few weeks, where we can discuss things one on one.

love and i am,
marilyn manson.

do me a favor and deliver my previous message to those people in the alt.music boards who overestimate their intelligence, opinions and relevance in the world.
2/4/99
11:53 pm

TO REAL FANS OF ANY KIND
Article:

I'm very proud of your creativity.
keep it up, because if I can be a star so can any of you.

Let me tell any disbelievers, I'm not ashamed to be a success
at what I love to do. If anyone thinks I am more successful
because I shed my so called "goth" image or sound, you're wrong.
I will always have trouble getting to the mainstream.
I congratulate and thank you guys for getting us this far.

I change because I like to be different than what's around me,
when other bands change their eyes like I did 7 years
ago (limp dick, psycornica, even my friend rob z.) or do goth
covers of 80s songs (orgly) or every person I see has black hair
--I just wanted something more interesting to me. I'm not
saying I dislike any of those things (my hair is still black by
the way), I just wanted something new. I'm inspired by things
I liked as a kid and try to bring back true rock n roll.
If it becomes a formula then fuck it. I do this because I enjoy
it, my band enjoys it and you enjoy it.

Hole? you may ask yourself.
what could be more interesting?
phony videos.com?
yeah, and I was on the wonder years.
dismembered acss?
evolved...haven't you?

we are making the most beautiful and disturbing video we have ever done-- Coma White

my gift to you

marilyn manson
2/5/99
12:00 am

Author:
Subject: 19
Article:
i love you and your poem


2/5/99
12:27 AM

Subject: MISSIONARY POSITIONS
Article:

I will be posting the numbers of radio stations in every city later this
week. If we bombard them, we can help destroy their lame selection of music.
I am looking for dedicated missionaries that are willing to waste their
spare time doing this work. we are capable of making radio stations play a song that says DRUGS over and over.

anyone interested keep looking here
I will compile a list of people in each city and I will guarantee back stage
passes.

in the mean time you guys probably know your local request lines.
hassle them for DRUGS

I will deliver you into the backstage promised land.

marilyn manson
2/5/99
12:31am

RE: DOES ANYONE HERE REMEMBER WHEN........
Article:

i didn't see it

this video is a bit of a trailer for some of the concepts in my upcoming film

marilyn manson
2/5/99
12:45am


RE: DOES ANYONE HERE REMEMBER WHEN........
Article:

I like that movie, and your ideas are good.
2/5/99
3:16 pm


Author:
Subject: RE: mr. masnon...
Article:

read my radio attack post. that will get you passes
2/5/99
3:24

subject:RE: Marilyn Manson-- is www.speedofpain.com ur sight????
Article:

this site and comawhite.com are my only sites
2/5/99
4:00 pm

READ THIS AND SHARE IT
Article:

How many of you are familiar with the pretentious few in aol message boards?
STARK and his pals?
Let me have a laugh.
isn't it interesting that someone is inspired by you, admires you to the
point that they share your ideals. Then one day they think they know more than
you, or are "too cool". Or that these were their ideas to begin with.
They forget why they are there in the first place. so they just complain
about what was or how they have more integrity, blah, blah...ad nauseum.

I encourage or challenge anyone who thinks they can do what I
do to just do it. Be my guest.

write an album.
make a video. I'll buy it.
Trust me, I love criticism. I'm a critic.
I just pity and detest uncreative whiners, and armchair rock stars. Be
something before you try to challenge someone else's dreams.

Those few "elitist" fans treat us real music fans and music makers just like
the rest of the world we fight so hard to smash.

I'd waste my energy destroying manson bashers, manson traitors or every
bullshit christian I see. But I go to bed knowing they will wake up everyday
and have to live their shitty, miserable lives and THAT is the worst
punishment of all.

so someone asked how should we handle assholes?
remind them they're losers and ignore them.
If that doesn't work, find out where they live and remind them in person.

I love you and the band thanks you for kicking ass. Let's conquer these
shitty radio playlists and start our fucking revolution!

marilyn manson
2/5/99
4:37 pm

[in reference to www.angelmanson.com's webmaster]
Author:
Subject: RE: MANSON in LOS ANGELES
Article:

email me you know where
2/5/99
4:39 pm

[in reference to a fan wanting other band members to post.]
Author:
Subject: RE: HEY MOTHER FUCKIN CUNT (yeah you Omega)...... WHY DONT OTHER MEMBERS POST???? ~Nt~
Article:

i can't make them post. if they want they will.
2/5/99
4:51 pm

Author:
Subject: 19
Article:

could you post your email for me please

marilyn manson
2/6/99
1:42

Author:
Subject: KNOW SUBJECT
Article:

do I have anyone's attention?

I have not been hacked and that was me the past few days. to those that said
I wasn't being an asshole, go fuck yourself. It's those kind of comments that
make us all act like assholes. Next week there will be a list created to give
passes for each city (not tickets). Stay tuned for those numbers to radio
stations. I know alot of you have already started. That kind of support is
unbelievable. You are undoubtedly the greatest fans in the world. New or old.
And to wannabe-elitist fans who think if you bought mechanical animals at the
mall, you're not cool enough--well, other fans said that about them when they
bought sweet dreams, etc...

I'm here for a few minutes to talk

marilyn manson
2/6/99
1:45pm

Author:
Subject: RE: a word about our mission
Article:

bravo


2/6/99
2:45 pm
Author:
Subject: very important metalham
Article:

I just read metal hammer and both interviews, mine and twig's are COMPLETELY
fabricated. In fact I doubt anything in that article is true, just slag. so
read it if you want but it's not from this band. I am talking to the owner on
monday. But who really cares, people love to make shit up, I'm use to it.

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:22pm

Author:
Subject: anyone that goes to usenet
Article:

I don't expect you to do everything I say. I'm just communicating,
if you can help, I thank you.

could you please tell scummy4@alt music
this is me
and to go fuck himself.
by the way if he has a complaint, come see me in person,
rather than acting brave behind an anonymous screen name.
any city, no bodyguard required.

kisses,

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:27

Author:
Subject: RE: Follow Yourself...
Article:

I think I do for myself and I think most fans are here to support. Isn't that
we are doing on this page?

no one here is blind, we all want to fuck with the world--I'm just asking for
help. Not commanding.

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:31

Author:
Subject: RE: at ozzfest in wisconsin you let me on the tour bus and i had to beg you to let my boyfriend on the bus... Article:

i remember everything
2/6/99
2:37pm

Author:
Subject: RE: anyone that goes to usenet
Article:

festival june
2/6/99
2:49 pm

Subject: RE: please make a video for either last day on earth or rock is dead
Article:

thank you. There will most likely be a live video for ROCK IS DEAD, following
COMA WHITE. LAST DAY ON EARTH will be featured in our film...

marilyn manson
2/6/99
2:51 pm

Author:
Subject: RE: very important metalham
Article:

i love to tell a story. however, this one in particular lacks any purpose or flair.

mm
11:01

PM - EXEGESIS


sometimes we admire the feathers and ignore the dying bird.

marilyn manson
11:26 PM

- UNDERSTAND THIS, TELL OTHERS

in my dream vultures chase me into my burning house. there, they pick out the
brains of my family, dismember them-- devour
I emerge from my home and I am burning, skin falling away like a snake as the
structure crumbles into a black skeleton.
I cannot fight off the vultures.
a young man or woman emerges from the ashes.
he/she doesn't save me, because he/she is holding my cracked and swollen
heart in one hand and a piece of paper in the other.

i can read it.
it discusses and compares in great detail the differences between me and the
vultures.
he wraps my heart in the paper and tosses it to the ground.

can you see?
11:30 PM

- understand, explain

sometime in our life, our creations will experience an exegesis.
they won't need us.
i don't just mean machines


11:36 PM

- 19, 19, 19do you have a screen name

quickly
February 9, 1999


2:11 PM - UPDATE

I hope everyone had time to read my posts last night.
they are meant for you to learn something from.

the radio call-in system is beginning to work, so please continue requesting
"I don't like the drugs..." I find it amusing to think normal people will be
singing along to that and not get the irony. Lizard King and steve at
angelmanson are in charge, so please help them find more missionaries. the
names for passes are being filled in each city so talk to them soon.

another thing, if anyone wants to relay this particular statement to other
newsgroups. 5 out of 6 Big Day outs were completely sold out and the one that
wasn't had over 25,ooo fans. Just because one show went bad doesn't mean our
headlining festival of Australia (we did choose our slot, because we were the
headliners) was a failure. It was a huge success and I thank the fans who
came to see us. We only stopped our show because a glass bottle cut my leg
open and Pogo got a concussion, we weren't booed off. I wish we were. It's
like the old days. That's rock for you.

Love and I am,

marilyn manson
2:19 PM

- OBVIOUSLY THE IMPOSTERS CANNOT PUT MY SYMBOL
HERE


Author: [Omega symbol]
Subject: ATTENTION, FREINDS AND LOVERS
Article:

Thank you for your brilliant poetry and ideas, it's great to see us using
this mechanical format for something important.
in this age, we're dying
and I want to make a few more things for you before all is said and done

a gun only contains so many bullets
so please watch where each one of mine lands

I'd like to talk to you next week live

rock is dead will actually be the next single, coma white will follow

this bbs is being recreated to feature sections for each bandmember

I do love you and I wish we didn't have to die like this.
but that's what we asked for.

marilyn manson
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: GREETINGS FROM THE SPACE NEEDLE
Article:

sorry for missing the chat last week friends and lovers.

i am here in seattle and the weight of rock and roll seems heavier than ever.
the pain of this town feels real.

the rock is dead tour is underway and i will be keeping you updated. you guys
are the best fans and you remind me that we're not as lone as we feel.

hallelujah motherfuckers,
marilyn manson

omega015
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: important information for you
Article:

the video for rock is dead will be on mtv next week. it is from our current
tour. we also shot coma white which will be released later.

i am busy working on the screenplay for my film that we're shooting this
summer.
i hope this clears up some of the rumours and confusion.

after reading omega.com i noticed that there were some messages that i did
not write, and I have since corrected the security leak. there is some aol
message board that may be responsible (mm/spookykids) and some guy named
starkypoo. I don't know if this was some ploy for notoriety but if any of you
are from there or usenet I want to let you know I do not condone this
nonsense.(you can repost this there if you want)

thanks for kicking ass spokane, vancouver, and seattle.

marilyn manson
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: backstage
Article:

sorry i missed the backstage in seattle and vancouver. there wasn't one in
spokane.

I injured my hand and was soaking it in ice.

mm
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: RE: Omega015.....one last question....
Article:

are there hole fans?
snicker...

mm
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: RE: not real
Article:

i don't have time to justify to you on my website that i am ME.
go fuck yourself if you don't believe.
(did that sound like what I am supposed to sound like?)

last time I respond to morons,

marilyn manson
3/4/99

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: RE: Omega015 motherfucker...
Article:

Plastic? tell that to the guys with stitches in their heads. You lost
respect? like I give a shit.

would you have more respect if I hit you with a bottle of whiskey? anybody
that can hide behind a screen name thinks their invincible all of a sudden.

See Manson's 3/99 post to the AOL Manson board mm/spookykids here.
Subject: MESSAGE FROM MARILYN REGARDING BACKSTAGE

Date: Mon, Mar 8, 1999 18:12 EST
From: MDCLXVI
Message-id: < 19990308181247.10436.00000076@ng120.aol.com >

There were extremely serious problems the first week of the tour, the entire
tour was almost cancelled because of all the problems, but I worked
everything out and I'll see everyone in san francisco.

anybody that got left out I'll send them some shirts although I know it's not
the same.

mm
Author: (omegasymbol)

Subject: announcement to all fans
Article:

I'm in SF and I'm pleased to say the tour is on track. Due to extreme
problems being caused by HOLE, we were unable to attend the aftershows. This
has all been fixed. Well, I should say that it appears to be war between us
and Hole. I don't expect them to last very long.I'll see you in 2 days and I
will make it up to anyone I missed.

reclaiming rock,

marilyn manson
June 1, 1999

just to say hello.
i have not forgotten anyone.
unfortunately the fascist, corporate sellouts that did everything in their
power to help disrupt my tour plans have interfered in radio and tv
transmissions as well. but i took my time thanks to rolling stone and kurt
loder and said what I needed to say.
i have been busy writing my new album and screenplay, as well as prepairing a
full art exhibit of all unseen paintings. coma white, a cover of highway to
hell and an unreleased track from acss that we have given to celebrity death
match are all on their way.
we shall return heavier than ever, unapologetic,
and all middle fingers motherfuckers.

as antichrist superstar as ever,

marilyn manson
June 1, 1999

by the way, spread the word.
we are at war.
it feels good.

love fades but hate is forever.

mm
Author: [omega symbol]


July 28, 1999

Subject: TOMORROW...AT LAST WE MEET AGAIN
Article:

Hello from the depths of Holy Wood...

My fantastic band and I are busy composing music to usher in the Age of Horus.

The hate furnaces have been ignited once again, and it's good to see the
world still despises us. We are censored and stopped at every turn. We are
sabotaged, we are smeared with false press. This right here, you and I is the
only thing that is real. Your support and dedication has made us survive this
and we have returned to kick ass and take names. We will see the inauguration
of a new worm.

In the name of
JEHOVAH
LUCIFER
SATAN
and THEIR UNION
THROUGH THE MAGICIAN, JESUS CHRIST

MARILYN MANSON
July 29th, 1999

'Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: A THANK YOU
Article:

I want to thank the old fans, the new ones and the unsure ones for all tuning
in to our conference.

The heart of true magic is in the words, behind the words, believing that
there really are no words.

Abracadabra translated literally means, "I will create as I speak." We are
all that's left. Those that don't believe, don't believe themselves. Now is
not the time to be afraid...be happy that there is a union, that anyone who
wants IT can have IT.

knowing IT is all you need.

You are the best and most gifted fans, and I hope that each one of you gets
the world's attention, you deserve it.

Again Thank You,

MARILYN MANSON
August 16, 1999

Author: [omega symbol]
Subject: this is the end, my only friends

Article:

thank you all, far and away for helping us live through such a tumultuous
tour. We finished at Mount Fugi in Japan and it is quite a relief to be home.
I have something special planned for the release of GOD IS IN THE TV, to
reward those Los Angeles fans for their missed show. The video will contain
all the behind the scenes I can offer, the things that the record company
will censor will be available here! Coma White is at MTV, I don't know if
they will play it because of the subject matter, but it will appear in it's
entirety on GOD IS IN THE TV. Also set for release is Astonishing Panorama of
the End Times, which states "VIOLENCE FOR THE PEOPLE, GIVE THE KIDS WHAT THEY
NEED." I imagine it will be censored to say "milk and cookies for the kids"
by the fascists. The live album is also finished and I hope to share that
with you as well, it covers all of our albums and some extra unreleased
items. I am writing to you from Kern's Gate and from Death Valley the
birthplace of our new album.

Details to follow. With the shedding of skin we have discarded our Mechanical
Animal clothes, costumes stage items, etc. This will be available for auction
and a portion of the proceeds will go to charity.

I love you all in the only true sense of the word.

In the Name of Jehovah,
Lucifer,
Satan and their union through
Christ and JFK

THE THIRD AND FINAL BEAST
Oct 10 1999

Author: [you-know-who]
Subject: death valley
Article:

album, movie. I love those who love themselves.

In the name of Jehovah
Lucifer
Satan
and Jesus Christ

the third and final beast,
I am on my way.
god bless those who doubted.

Marilyn Manson
Nov 8 1999

Author:
Subject: (response to his previous post)
Article: Seraphim


Nov 8 1999
Author:
Subject: manson a christian?
Article:

don't be alarmed.
I have no desire to buy into the slavery of modern Christianity.
I am seaking a greater explanation.
I can't wait to share it with you.
from Death Valley

Marilyn Manson
Nov 8 1999

Author:
Subject: TO THE ONES LISTENING
Article:

I am in the process of fulfilling my promise to revamp the site.
include art of mine and others.
record a new album.
make a movie.
spend time in Death Valley.

hopefully the live album will keep you company in the meantime.

we should prepare to fight for our freedoms that are quickly slipping.
not just censorship.
thought.
soul.
watch a film by Bunuel called Viridiana, it's one of my favorites. it was
banned and caused a riot in its time. So did Fando and Lis by Jodorowsky.

sadly, it is up to us to keep little brother (ourselves) from taking away our
right to think and dream.

the bible and shakespeare, although beautiful in their descriptions, couldn't
be more violent than any pitiful rock album or movie of our time.

I wish you all luck in this dying world and my album is my testimony. The
world has disappointed me now more than ever and I thank them for giving me
the hatred to create this destructive force of music I will let loose next
year.

Sincerely with love and I am
the third and final Beast,

Marilyn Manson
November 16, 1999

[someone on the bbs said this:]

Subject: Manson, No disrespect, but you got ALOT of Nerve
Article: I'll be the first to say that I don't know the whole story
between you and Trent but from what I DO know I'd say that You Have Alot Of Nerve to publicly disrespect the man who, in my opinion, is SOLELY

responsible for you having as wide a fan base as you have. If not for him you
would PROBABLY still be playing in shit bars in Florida. AGAIN I MUST SAY I
MEAN NO DISRESPECT TO YOU after all I have been a fan of yours since the
first single,(GYG) and definetly support your message. I just want to see the
two of you back together. I would also like to hear your side of the story.

If you read this, Manson, just know that I and MANY of the mutual fans you share with NIN are disappointed with this SEEMINGLY childish disrespect of
one another.
JP

[manson replied first with this:]

Author: [omega]
Subject: RE: Manson, No disrespect, but you got ALOT of Nerve
Article: to keep it short, I have had nothing but good things to say,
despite my alleged betrayal. I consider Trent like a brother and I miss him.
However, I won't sit back and get bashed when I have provided him with about
10 million dollars in income. I wish him luck.
I am my own world, his is what it is.
I have never wanted to compete.

sincerely marilyn manson
[and then added this:]


Author: [omega]
Subject: I Have nerve
Article: I doubt I would be doing anything other than this, with or
without anyone's help, because will power is the only path to getting your
dreams.

this subject is pointless and only one that Trent really needs to bring up.

I'm quite busy thinking about my art.
good night all

mm

[then someone else said this::]

Author: Mike Barnhart
Subject: MARILYN if you read this today please inform your flock as to who I am and......
Article: What Song I inspired. See just when you think your fans really know you they Don't!

See you in Hell Marilyn Or Canton whichever comes first!

Yes I called him Marilyn outta respect for his Art!

[and manson said this::]

Author: [omega]
Subject: who I am and...... mike barnhart
Article: yes, it is sadly true that some boy named Mike Barnhart used
to kick my ass when I was in junior high.
It's a shame I didn't have a gun.
Fortunately I grew up to be something else.
Not better, just different. I hold no grudges.
I hope your trailer is warm Mike. It gets cold in those parks this time of
year.

Love, the third and final beast
Marilyn Manson

[and clarified with this so that the jr high kids didn't go get their guns and put holes in the Mike Barnharts of their little worlds:]

Author: [omega]
Subject: it was a shame i didn't have a ...
Article: sarcasm, etc, etc, ad nauseum.

Nov. 16. 1999
Author: [omega]
Subject: mike barnart / trent reznor
Article: I know Mike knows I was just having a laugh.
Mike, thanks for making me realize I was a pussy with no confidence.
Junior high can be ugly.

Best of luck.
p.s.
I like trailers. Most of my family comes from one.

And as far as Trent, I don't give a shit about making money. I have fun being
an artist and I'm thankful people let me. I'm also glad he got me started.
And he's the same way. He has more integrity than anyone I know.
But I have made him rich.
So he should smile.

Love and I am back to Death Valley,
see you in some weeks ahead.

Marilyn Manson


11/16/99
Author: [omega]
Subject: alleged new manson demos

Article: First of all we have not written any songs remotely related to those titles.
Secondly, I am not recording in any studio and do not use cassetes ever.

Just want to clarify rumors before they get ridiculous.

Nice try though,
Marilyn Manson




11/16/99
Author:[omega]
Subject: last post for tonight

Article: Raven, you can find me on aol, if you are who you think you are.

Sorry, to everyone else. I wasn't ignoring you.
It's wonderful to hear from you.
Suprises are on their way.

MM=2000




11/16/99
Author:[omega]
Subject: HERE IT IS

Article: The posts were cleared to make space.
New ideas.
New ways of thinking.
That's all.

I may not post for some time as I am going away from "civilization" for awhile.
In the meantime, my site will slowly change day by day.
And Omega and the symbol will be dead.

Thanks to everyone who appeared on TLTOE.
I hope you can hear yourselves in the background.
If you weren't there, I hope the cd makes you feel like you were.

We are born as angels
and our parents are God.
They make us in there image.
We follow their commandments.
When we reach the age of reason,
the Age of Horus, we can no longer
be what our "parents" our "god"
our "society" would like us to be.
Maturity, sensibility, rebellion, 15.
This is when we fall.
This is Lucifer.
Being what you want isn't wrong.
The story has always been written from someone
else's perspective.
Now we must write our own, here among thorns.

Next time I see you, I will announce the title
of the new album, and share some footage of the recording.

The Third and Final Beast
MM=2000




12/25/99
HOPE YOUR CELEBRATING JESUS' BIRTHDAY

Away in a manger, no crib for his bed, The little Lord Jesus laid down his sweet head.
The stars in the bright sky looked down where he lay, The little Lord Jesus asleep on the hay.

The cattle are lowing, the baby awakes, but little Lord Jesus no crying he makes.
I love thee, Lord Jesus! Look down from the sky, And stay by my side until morning is nigh.

SEASON S GREETINGS FROM MARILYN MANSON



2000[edit]



02/01/00

Author: [mercury symbol]
Subject: TO THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE
Article:

I want to thank everyone for their generous devotion and support.
It's a gift to be able to make art and not only have people enjoy it, but to make a living doing it.

I'd like to say my love is for creating and destroying. Motivating and provoking.
Some people think money is the reason. To me it's only paper and a concept like gravity.
I m thankful for my success, and I hope that everybody who bought my records feels their money was well spent.
It makes me happy every time I buy a book that teaches me something new.
All I can say is that the band and I are so proud of this new record that we can t wait for you to hear it.

YOUR input, research, fan mail and criticisms have all been great inspirations, and our lifeblood.

Thank you for helping this site's transformation take place.
Mine has been coming since 1969--Apollo, the political imprisonment of Manson, Altamont, and the death of old ways.

By your request there will be more photos of TWIGGY, POGO, GINGER and 5 up this week along with more changes to accommodate your needs.

LOVE AND I AM
ALWAYS YOURS,

MARILYN MANSON
THE THIRD AND FINAL BEAST




Author:[mercury symbol]
posted 3/17/00
Subject: HELLO FROM HOLY WOOD
Article:

I am very impressed and pleased that everyone is using this BBS to express themselves with inspiring essays and artworks. Since this Fan Gallery is new,
I d like to ask everyone to be patient while I create the best method to select pieces for discussion.
I will NOT make this a competition because art is subjective and I am not in a position to decide if something is better than the rest. No one is.

I want this gallery to be a place where I choose things for us to examine and learn from. Some may be funny.
Some may be more technically superior. Some may be primitive or simply horrible.
Some may be hateful and some may be derogatory towards you or my band.
This is not a talent contest unless you look at provocation and stimulation as a talent. I do.

I am also surprised by the extensive research some of you are doing.
Everyone is beginning to tap into the same frequency.
I added a link to brian deneke.org, a memorial page for the teenager I spoke about at Disinfo Con. I encourage you to visit this one.

Also, I would like to clarify that my film project has not been cancelled.
I have just decided to focus on the album and the 2 books first so that my story can be enjoyed or hated in its true form. While the book of images is still being created, the novel Holy Wood has been written for some time.
It is not an adaptation of the script and it is not a graphic novel. Although the story and style aren t exactly conventional, it is a traditional novel in every other aspect.

Sometime in the next week, I will be broadcasting a video transmission from within the studio. In this I will clarify some of the rumors and answer the questions you have regarding my record label and the aforementioned projects.

Keep creating all of the great work. A revolution is only achieved when rebellion is realized and focused.

Love and I am,

Marilyn Manson
THE THIRD AND FINAL BEAST



author:(mercury symbol)
(posted 4/29/00)
topic: NEW BOARD

Welcome, and please enjoy the new system.

MARILYN MANSON
THE THIRD AND FINAL BEAST




author: (mercury symbol)
posted 05/02/00
topic: TODAY

You have a real reason to watch MTV.

When I direct traffic, accidents happen.

MARILYN MANSON

THE THIRD AND FINAL BEAST




author: (mercury symbol)
posted 05/13/00 01:57 AM

Hello from the gutters of Holy Wood

Thanks for those few at NYC--- and you can expect more coming your way.

they see no point in trying to come to some agreement or co-operation with humans, as their study of our behavior towards our own planet/people/animal kingdom tells them that


where do we go?
we will know soon enough...prepare.

MARILYN MANSON
THE THIRD AND FINAL BEAST



author:(mercury symbol)
Topic: HOLY WOOD

posted 05/13/00 02:09 AM

The album is almost done and I can't wait for you to hear it.

MM3